|Not sure why i do this
||[Dec. 7th, 2006|11:25 am]
When i first started postin to this website the whole purpose was to keep in touch with friends on my list. Especially now more than ever since I live all the way out here. Anymore though it seems completely pointless to keep this thing since none of my friends look at it or even acknowledge the fact that its here. So basically I'm just posting into thin air, now I need a friend more than ever. Entering my third trimester not knowing whats going to happen or when. Asking my friends questions for advice and not getting the advice i seek since no one gives a damn about me anymore. But the minute i come back to Indiana amazingly everyone is excited to see me and spend time with me. But why can't they email or read these stupid journal entries. Sometimes having someone asking how you life is going and how your first pregnancy is going is somewhat important. So I don't think i'll be posting to this anymore since its really pointless to keep it anyway.
2006-12-07 04:00 am (UTC)
Moooo... hey it's Amanda. Sorry I don't respond on your posts, I just normally don't have much to say. I'm still here though, and hope all is well with the pregnancy. Speaking of... third trimester? didn't realize it had been that long. Pregnancy is different for everyone so I don't know what to say really... just try not to stress too much, it's baaaaaaad hence my complications with Alexis. Still take care, and I'll hopefully see you when you come back to Indiana.
mkay well... *coughs*
I don't have a computer, I don't really have access to a computer on a regular or reliable basis, when the library is open I have to be taking care of my kid who has become highly demanding because of our situation, and the only other chance I have is at Amanda's which I started feeling like she didn't really want me there doing that so I backed off as much as I could because I don't want to ruin that friendship for the sake of internet access to talk to the rest of my friends. *sweats*
This is the first chance I've had to really READ my friends page and try to catch up on things. And doing this is probably irritating Amanda since I've been here pretty much since midnight or so and took over her computer when she fell asleep which I think she was politely trying to hint at me LEAVING. *winces* The polite thing to do would be to just GO. But I really need to catch up on stuff, and I need the destresser of computer access right now very badly.
Now next thing... darling honey sweetiepie.... I told you that you could call me ANYTIME you had questions, or needed to talk about the baby stuff. You know I am always here for you in that regard! But I can't always be the one to call you *pokes you* You need to make an effort to call me sometimes as well, and let me know what's up with you!!!! I HAVE been thinking about you lately and have been dying to spend some time with you!!!! My text messaging is massive, text me ANYTIME YOU WANT DAY OR NIGHT. I absolutely LOVE recieving texts. :) also, if you lost my cell number it is 574-315-1887 and it also is buried in my journal as a friends entery somewhere so you could always find it if you need. Call me if you want to talk!
I might not be able to keep up with your journal as much as I'd like, but if you text me I promise I will text you back very promptly barring an emergency happening (or getting laid). lol.
I love you girl! Take care of yourself, and try some non caffinated tea and a cold rag over the eyes with feet proped up to help destress some. Believe me it helps a lot more than it sounds, and it is simple to do with little cost. *hugs*